Goodbye!
Aug. 27th, 2009 | 04:40 pm
Shifted.
Catch me again :)
Till then,
xo,M
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Another sleepless night.
Aug. 20th, 2009 | 06:19 am
I've been trying to sleep for the past few hours but to no avail. I'm back home to yishun these couple days. Was speculating if it could be that I'm not used to my surroundings anymore, cos same thing happened last night and i only ended up sleeping at 6am. It's really frustrating cos i know I'm tired physically but my mind remains active.
Being home hasn't been a very happy thing for me. These unexplained feelings, probably the reasons why I cannot sleep. I've been thinking so much. I truly feel that I'm only home cos I want to consider my parent's feelings, esp mom's and I feel like I'm obliged to be home in order to fulfil duties of a child; her child. Shall not go further cos it's getting personal.
Being home hasn't been a very happy thing for me. These unexplained feelings, probably the reasons why I cannot sleep. I've been thinking so much. I truly feel that I'm only home cos I want to consider my parent's feelings, esp mom's and I feel like I'm obliged to be home in order to fulfil duties of a child; her child. Shall not go further cos it's getting personal.
And then again, I've been thinking in my mom's point of view and perspective. She claims I'm selfish but I have my own reasons. However I guess my reasons can never overwrite her's, the Alpha in my life. I dont know how to put these in words so someone could hear me out, but i think writing it here relieves some of my agony. It's impossible i write everything here for the world to see but its a good form of unrelishing my thoughts :)
On a different note, Sports Coaching UT is officially over. 3 more to go and I have some free time to do some of my stuffs. I actually set my alarm clock at 9am so i can get up t study before gg out t meet yiwen in the evening. Its 630am now and I'm so not looking forward to waking up to tmr. But anyhow, i will survive ;)
Looking forward to this weekend cos its always time for some aweome food with Richard (its thai food on the menu) plus take some time off from everything and spending quality time with him. Then it suddenly struck me that I have so much to do - studying, flea market, dance
I hope God would help me through this phase cos I'm becoming so negative.
Goodnight dolls :)
xo, M
On a different note, Sports Coaching UT is officially over. 3 more to go and I have some free time to do some of my stuffs. I actually set my alarm clock at 9am so i can get up t study before gg out t meet yiwen in the evening. Its 630am now and I'm so not looking forward to waking up to tmr. But anyhow, i will survive ;)
Looking forward to this weekend cos its always time for some aweome food with Richard (its thai food on the menu) plus take some time off from everything and spending quality time with him. Then it suddenly struck me that I have so much to do - studying, flea market, dance
I hope God would help me through this phase cos I'm becoming so negative.
Goodnight dolls :)
xo, M
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Guilty Pleasures.
Aug. 14th, 2009 | 06:47 pm
The week passed just like that! Snap!
The past week was a pretty good one mainly because fyp ONE is offically over.
Can't be happier than that!
( Say your Goodbyes NOW! )
The past week was a pretty good one mainly because fyp ONE is offically over.
Can't be happier than that!
( Say your Goodbyes NOW! )
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Ungrateful brat.
Aug. 5th, 2009 | 01:41 pm
A fight broke up betwen my brother and i ytd and the reason? He wanted to play his drums and asked me to sleep later. He had the whole day to play his meaningless drums and he insisted to play it at the point of time when i wanted to sleep cos i was tired after the whole day in school! He used to play at weird hours cos he rarely plays it while he's still in army, thats more understandable.
Honestly he thinks his band is god-like and they are damn good. Hell no! It sucks. Sucksssssss. How many electrico you see in Singapore? He thinks his shitty band can make it like electrico? OMG stop dreaming, please?
What made me even angrier was that fact that he makes use of people when he needs their help in any form. And when he has gotten what he needed he doesn't care anymore. I'm def gg t draw the line. He will wash his own laundry, plates/cups and whats not. And I'm NEVER going to help him ever! EVER! I don't care if he needs cash. He can jolly well eat maggots for all i care.
Honestly he thinks his band is god-like and they are damn good. Hell no! It sucks. Sucksssssss. How many electrico you see in Singapore? He thinks his shitty band can make it like electrico? OMG stop dreaming, please?
What made me even angrier was that fact that he makes use of people when he needs their help in any form. And when he has gotten what he needed he doesn't care anymore. I'm def gg t draw the line. He will wash his own laundry, plates/cups and whats not. And I'm NEVER going to help him ever! EVER! I don't care if he needs cash. He can jolly well eat maggots for all i care.